Sunday, October 7, 2012

Illuminate: Believe

This post describes what my life might look like in the year ahead. 

“One year from today.”

Today, I can look at a family with one boy and one girl and be happy for what they have.

Today, it is not painful to be in a room full of families with lots of children.

Today, I no longer wish I could experience pregnancy. Just. One. More. Time.

Today, my son growing up makes me happy, not sad for what is lost forever.

Today, I fill the fullness of my life and it brings me joy.

Today, I feel the spirits of my babies with every breath I take.

Today, I appreciate the journey I have been on and where my life has taken me.

Today, I feel peace.

Today, I believe.


Anonymous said...

Today, and every day, I believe you are one of the most insightful and beautiful people I know. I loved the simplicity of your post, and I love the focus on today. It really is all we have - the past has come and gone while the future is unpredictable (as all "babyloss" parents know). I appreciate the growth you shared in this post.

Fumbling towards Motherhood said...

Such a beautiful post. I am so happy you are at peace now ((BIG HUG))

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