tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045108216021167037.post7954133722979217117..comments2023-05-06T09:46:41.441-05:00Comments on My Yellow Brick Road Has Potholes: Guilt is a Four-Letter WordMama Fiercehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04193265149964480794noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045108216021167037.post-13484633164464322722011-03-22T13:05:14.849-05:002011-03-22T13:05:14.849-05:00I can only imagine what torture this must be. I k...I can only imagine what torture this must be. I know looking at it from the other side of the looking glass, it's obvious that it was not your fault. You did more to keep your children alive and healthy than just about 100% of women who have healthy children. I don't know how you could be asked to do more than "more," but those are your children and I understand that their loss is not something you can ever just "chalk up to experience." I pray you're able to find peace.the misfithttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05206278843624907697noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045108216021167037.post-37835288299749912142011-03-20T23:33:43.661-05:002011-03-20T23:33:43.661-05:00So many losses, I am tearing up and trying to make...So many losses, I am tearing up and trying to make sense of how this could have happened so many times to one person. I have only lost my one son, almost 3 months ago now, and having the hardest time to try and not feel guilty- I had to have done something wrong, right? I don't know how you feel other than from what you have wrote in your posts but know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.Beckyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11917822168137274298noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045108216021167037.post-73465666214182574672011-03-20T18:53:47.847-05:002011-03-20T18:53:47.847-05:00This post resonates with me but in a convoluted wa...This post resonates with me but in a convoluted way. <br /><br />It's only been a few days since my loss and maybe the "I wonder what I could have done" will surface at some point.<br /><br />For right now I wonder if I deserved it. The rational side of me is heartbroken at this thought.A Shadow of My Former Selfhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09828440343398303476noreply@blogger.com