tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045108216021167037.post1583681105974960072..comments2023-05-06T09:46:41.441-05:00Comments on My Yellow Brick Road Has Potholes: A Brief ReturnMama Fiercehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04193265149964480794noreply@blogger.comBlogger8125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045108216021167037.post-88140272306211120392010-12-21T15:59:37.345-06:002010-12-21T15:59:37.345-06:00Cynthia,
I'm so glad to have found your blog....Cynthia, <br />I'm so glad to have found your blog. It has been comforting to read your posts.<br /><br />My husband and I have lost 5 babies in 10 months. One miscarriage was twins. :( While I don't understand why we've been chosen to walk his road, I'm so glad to know that we share it with such amazing people as you!<br /><br />HUGS,<br />MaryMaryhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00224855924560513407noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045108216021167037.post-25028203116314285392010-11-13T13:00:24.911-06:002010-11-13T13:00:24.911-06:00I am so thankful I have found this blog. I have su...I am so thankful I have found this blog. I have suffered RPL of 4 babies in 2 years, and glad to read your feelings and see I am not alone. Your words echo my thoughts and feelings completely.alliemichhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03307413790111576012noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045108216021167037.post-74386175900726518612010-11-11T20:54:32.203-06:002010-11-11T20:54:32.203-06:00Dear Cynthia,
I have located your blog through Sh...Dear Cynthia,<br /><br />I have located your blog through Share. My husband and I are nearing age 34,and we commited to starting a family in spring of this year. To our surprise we conceived on our first try only to find out at our first dr. appt that we had a missed miscarriage. We were 10 weeks, and our baby was measuring 6 weeks. They gave us cytotech and we ended up needing to have the D&C. The time following was an intolerable level of grief that was fully consuming for me. <br />We commited to trying again in Sep, and on Oct 17th we found out once again we were expecting. Our joy was short lived as my HCG levels were not doubling. After a series of blood tests for progesterone and quantitative HCG, we found out we were going to have another miscarriage. We only had 13 short days with our angel Riley.<br />I found your most recent post, and have read many of them since. Your words are my feelings, and they bring such anguish to me, but in a way that is good. I can't let myself go to that scary place, as I feel I may never be able to get back. <br />I recently ran my first half marathon for our first child, Noelle Audrey. I am considering training for another as some sort of outlet for these agonizing emotions that I cannot bear.<br /><br />Thank you for your blog. My heart aches for you and your family. I fear I will never know what it feels like to feel a child in me.<br /><br />My deepest sympathies,<br />JennyJennynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045108216021167037.post-35042430484742662372010-11-10T15:45:07.881-06:002010-11-10T15:45:07.881-06:00I am so sorry to hear of your struggles. Hang in ...I am so sorry to hear of your struggles. Hang in there...Liznoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045108216021167037.post-35908196534232807812010-11-10T15:37:42.696-06:002010-11-10T15:37:42.696-06:00Oh how I wish I could make it go away Cynthia. I c...Oh how I wish I could make it go away Cynthia. I can't pretend to know the pain you are in, nor can I suggest a way to recovery. I can only tell you that one day you WILL feel better. Take every day as it comes, and when you are ready, reach out for help to confront your pain. You are loved, don't give up on yourself. ((BIG HUG))Fumbling towards Motherhoodhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01554500847309300983noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045108216021167037.post-31572580060660894122010-11-08T14:23:48.244-06:002010-11-08T14:23:48.244-06:00I know what you mean. I don't claim to have t...I know what you mean. I don't claim to have the same losses to grieve...but I can also see a vulnerable once-hopeful hurt person peeping out every now and again beneath the jaded cynic, and I squash her down ruthlessly, because I can see from here that she is RIDICULOUSLY fragile, not nearly strong enough to stand up under the mountain of garbage I soldier through every day, and if I let her out...well, I just don't have 100 uninterrupted hours of crying time in my schedule, and a complete emotional breakdown would probably not improve my productivity at home or at work. Who has time for that?the misfithttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05206278843624907697noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045108216021167037.post-46659207065171010062010-11-07T15:06:29.037-06:002010-11-07T15:06:29.037-06:00((HUG))
That's the thing about trying not to ...((HUG))<br /><br />That's the thing about trying not to deal with it though, it comes back stronger and at the worst possible moment, and then it's unbearable. I'm so sorry you are hurting.Melis.sahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11383636143112620937noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5045108216021167037.post-2011702960607716912010-11-06T08:55:09.224-05:002010-11-06T08:55:09.224-05:00Thinking of you.Thinking of you.Mrs. Spithttps://www.blogger.com/profile/03386820063407910064noreply@blogger.com